movie-ing

it's a bad idea to write tonight. but well, do you guys remember my second posting at friday night like this, 20th february 2009? :))
couldnt imagine what i thought that night, i was telling you about hot crispy! what a shoot!
it has been 3 years ago. and now i'm 17, eat such that hot crispy with brands LOL :P
i would like to stop my passion to tell funny story again like a 14 y.o. girl.
yea, so much time passed. too much i mean.
my parents, classmates, best friends, clique friends, what? am i still look like a junior high school student?
i love them all, no exception. but in different way for each person i ever had.
just define have.
if someday i left this town, left this country, left this world, how would i be memoriesed?
sounds familiar rite? i watched that film with some buddies. fun buddies. cool and humble buddies.
would i still have'em in the future? no one knows.
for god's shake, i really wanna make'em proud. i cry till sleep, for being someone with a good pattern of life.
i like so much kinds of film. but in the end, whatever the film was, always there would be some bells. ringing for a door to open.