tired

I know its look bad , but u’ll know that I can still there when I got an accident like that .

I was hurted by someone .. but someone was hurted by me too . I know this is only a little trouble .

U see it looks like other lifes .
But I can’t see it .
I know only who I’m .
Is there who really care of me ?
I know . I know .
I really know !!
But I can’t learn to understand . and never ?
I got learn it . but I know I’m a loser .

I lost everything because of my fool .
I know . I hurted my self . oh yeah , it’s too fool .
But it’s about feels no logic .
I hate this , I hate to b a clown .
I’m tired . they’re happy w/out me .
I know .
I just need a rest for alone , w/out all of problem .

I fight them . but I know I’ll b a loser .
I’m tired . I can’t run faster .
I make everything worse . I lost everything .

Someday they’ll understand , who said ?
Who can’t trust a wish ?
I just believe a hope .
They’ll lost me .. but I’m hurted .
But they wont sad .
They just feel lost . I hope .
I know its really look sad and worse .
But I don’t know when and where I can find a miracle .
And I lost everything , so I haven’t anything .
I just have a sorry .
But I’m afraid .

can i go away ?
i'm tired to get all of this problem .
but who care ?
i know it's confused .
i just gotta go where they go .
aku tau ga akan ada yang mau ngerti aku ..
who will find me behind them ?

choose

apa yang bakal kamu pilih ?
a. jadi venus yang cantik meski ga pinter
b. jadi bumi yang banyak berguna dan meski cuma mendapat prestasi yang ga begitu keren

aku suka yang kedua , meski dalam kenyataannya agak berbeda .