Madre

Madre. Bagian manis dari liburanku. Setelah berhari-hari berkutat dengan DVD player dan kaset-kaset yang aku kumpulkan, drama dan kasus pembunuhan.
Aku mengagumi karya-karya Dewi Lesatari sejak pertama kali membaca Rectoverso (2008) yang ku pinjam dari teman sekelasku saat masih berada di bangku SMP. Tidak lama setelah itu aku dipertemukan dengan Supernova di sebuah rental buku langganan sahabatku, dan meminjam ketiga jilid Supernova, namun tersesat dalam sastra yang tak begitu aku mengerti dalam usia belia. Bukan sastra kepiyauanku, dan mungkin takkan pernah aku dalami jika takdir sesuai dengan rencanaku hari ini. Beberapa waktu lalu menjamah novel perahu kertas juga meninggalkan kesan yang menarik. Namun pada akhirnya karya sastra Dewi Lestari yang keempat berhasil ku jelajahi setelah memohon untuk dipinjamkan dari om-om yang sering menjadi korban novel remaja hahaha. Bukan pilihan yang akan disesali nanti setelah membaca madre, dan aku perkenalkan buku ini :

Judul: Madre

Penulis: Dewi Lestari (Dee)

Tebal: (Cuma) 176 Halaman

Penerbit: Bentang Pustaka

"Apa rasanya sejarah hidup kita berubah dalam sehari?

Darah saya mendadak seperempat Tionghoa,

nenek saya ternyata tukang roti, dan dia,

bersama kakek saya yang tidak saya kenal,

mewariskan anggota keluarga yang tidak pernah saya tahu :

Madre."

jip

we were so different but opposite attract

so my heart keep growin and i never look back

it's funny i said we'd never make it

and look how far we've come

you're a trainwreck, but with you i'm in love

 demi lovato - trainwreck (2009)

sarapan di bulan ramadhan

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c. tipe file :

• JPG, JPEG, TIFF, TIF, PING (bitmap)

• EPS, AI, CDR

tipe grafis:

1. grafis vektor : grafis dari obejk berupa grs dan kurva berdasarkan rumus matem / buatan
2. grafis bitmap : menggunakan titik berwarna (pixel) / asli

movie-ing

it's a bad idea to write tonight. but well, do you guys remember my second posting at friday night like this, 20th february 2009? :))
couldnt imagine what i thought that night, i was telling you about hot crispy! what a shoot!
it has been 3 years ago. and now i'm 17, eat such that hot crispy with brands LOL :P
i would like to stop my passion to tell funny story again like a 14 y.o. girl.
yea, so much time passed. too much i mean.
my parents, classmates, best friends, clique friends, what? am i still look like a junior high school student?
i love them all, no exception. but in different way for each person i ever had.
just define have.
if someday i left this town, left this country, left this world, how would i be memoriesed?
sounds familiar rite? i watched that film with some buddies. fun buddies. cool and humble buddies.
would i still have'em in the future? no one knows.
for god's shake, i really wanna make'em proud. i cry till sleep, for being someone with a good pattern of life.
i like so much kinds of film. but in the end, whatever the film was, always there would be some bells. ringing for a door to open.

hystorical quotes of the day

you were never supposed to mean this much to me, i was never supposed to fall so hard. But you know what? i did and that's the truth, that's what keeps me holding on because it hurts like hell to let you go.

"cie" means i'm jealous

if it still hurts, that means you still care

this is looking like a contest of who can act like they care less

i dont hate you, just dont care about you

the less you care the heppier you will be

- Alexithymia is difficulty describing feeling to other people

pain makes you stronger, tears make you braver, heartbreak make you wiser. so thank the past for a better future.

when someone says "you just made my day" it makes my day.

guy friends are bomb. they're hilarious, cool, fun to hang out with, no awkwardness until you start to like one.

- physiological fact : the human body's response to love are pupil dilation, sweaty palms and increase heart rate. these are the same response that gives off when experiencing deep fear

i just like you, afraid of losing you but not too much not so enough. "you never realise how much you like somone until you watch them like someone else" tha's why i keep me inside yours.

wierd may not always be good. but wierd's always different.

anyone can love the rose but it takes a great deal to love a leaf. it's ordinary to love the beautiful, but it is beautiful to love the ordinary.

 n.b
- fact 418 from tinyfacts : humans and dolphins are the only animal species that make love for pleasure

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honestly, setelah beberapa tahun blogwalking sangat disadari bahwa almost what i posted is rubbishing :))
hampir semuanya curhat yang tersirat.
tentang tersirat, aku udah kelas 12 looooh (apa hubungannya?)
jadi gini sejak 2 tahun yang lalu aku mengabdi pada nusa dan bangsa, yo man! *naon
maksudnya sejak awal masuk SMA, masih banyak sekali yang harus dibenahi. ada satu semester lagi yang harus aku kejar demi cita2 masuk SNMPTN undangan u,u
sayangnya masih banyak banget to do list yang belom bisa dicapai dalam target 3 taun ini -_-

from white nights written by Fyodor Dostoevsky

    And was it his destined part
    Only one moment in his life
    To be close to your heart?
    Or was he fated from the start
    to live for just one fleeting instant,
    within the purlieus of your heart.

 - Ivan Turgenev