hystorical quotes of the day

you were never supposed to mean this much to me, i was never supposed to fall so hard. But you know what? i did and that's the truth, that's what keeps me holding on because it hurts like hell to let you go.

"cie" means i'm jealous

if it still hurts, that means you still care

this is looking like a contest of who can act like they care less

i dont hate you, just dont care about you

the less you care the heppier you will be

- Alexithymia is difficulty describing feeling to other people

pain makes you stronger, tears make you braver, heartbreak make you wiser. so thank the past for a better future.

when someone says "you just made my day" it makes my day.

guy friends are bomb. they're hilarious, cool, fun to hang out with, no awkwardness until you start to like one.

- physiological fact : the human body's response to love are pupil dilation, sweaty palms and increase heart rate. these are the same response that gives off when experiencing deep fear

i just like you, afraid of losing you but not too much not so enough. "you never realise how much you like somone until you watch them like someone else" tha's why i keep me inside yours.

wierd may not always be good. but wierd's always different.

anyone can love the rose but it takes a great deal to love a leaf. it's ordinary to love the beautiful, but it is beautiful to love the ordinary.

 n.b
- fact 418 from tinyfacts : humans and dolphins are the only animal species that make love for pleasure

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honestly, setelah beberapa tahun blogwalking sangat disadari bahwa almost what i posted is rubbishing :))
hampir semuanya curhat yang tersirat.
tentang tersirat, aku udah kelas 12 looooh (apa hubungannya?)
jadi gini sejak 2 tahun yang lalu aku mengabdi pada nusa dan bangsa, yo man! *naon
maksudnya sejak awal masuk SMA, masih banyak sekali yang harus dibenahi. ada satu semester lagi yang harus aku kejar demi cita2 masuk SNMPTN undangan u,u
sayangnya masih banyak banget to do list yang belom bisa dicapai dalam target 3 taun ini -_-

from white nights written by Fyodor Dostoevsky

    And was it his destined part
    Only one moment in his life
    To be close to your heart?
    Or was he fated from the start
    to live for just one fleeting instant,
    within the purlieus of your heart.

 - Ivan Turgenev

♥ Unbreakable Quantum ♥

ini mungkin ga seberapa dibandingin kenangan" aslinya sama mantan anggota Unbreakable Quantum (OSIS 2009/2010), khususnya bareng kakak-kakak angkatan 2010/2011 yang baru aja kemaren lulus dari SMAN 2 TSM :')

kita bangga banget, alhamdulillah banyak yang udah keterima di universitas2 favourite. dan buat kakak-kakak yang belom lolos snmptn undangan jgn putus asa, kejar cita2nya, masih ada snmptn tulis, semoga bisa banggain semua Amin :)

hari ini kayanya kumpulan terakhir UQ di rumah a kiko, sayangnya yang dateng cuma 13 orang. but we have a great moment indeed. ♥

ada sih sebagian yang nginep, cowo doang pula -_- abisnya besok sekolah, kalo yang udah lulus sih libur zz.

inget banget dari mulai kaderisasi sampe bener2 ganti jabatan. kegambar jelas.

pulang dari rumah a kiko, kita ramein twitter pake hastag #UQmemories

sedih banget lah, jadi kangen banget. kalo aja bisa bener2 kumpul sama 29 orang :'(

ini beberapa tweet yang bisa aku dokumentasiin biar bisa terus diinget :

what does nightmare mean?

it was so cold that night. badanku sudah tidak bisa menahan kantuk yang menyerang sejak beberapa hari lalu. semua orang dibawah atap itu sudah terlelap. Lampu, tv dan telfon pun sudah ikut beristirahat bersama jalanan yang ikut melengang sampai sejauh 1 km dari perumahan. tinggal aku sendiri. sendiri.
tanpa berpikir tentang apapun yang akan terjadi aku memasuki salah satu alam mimpi baru yang belum pernah aku jamah sebelumnya. ruangan itu. . . .

anyone wants to help me to braid my hair?

from my tumblr ♥

Film Review

Tittle : Charlie St. Cloud
Cover quote : "Life is for living"
Director : Burr Steer
Cast : Zac Efron, Charlie Tahan, Amanda Crew, Augustus Prew, Donal Logue, Kim Basinger, Ray Liotta 
Distributor : Universal Pictures 
Year : 2010
Rating : ****

 Charlie St. Cloud is a young man overcome by grief at the death of his younger brother. So much so that he takes a job as caretaker of the cemetary in which his brother buried. Charlie has a special lasting bond with his brother though, as he can see him. Charlie meets up with his brother (Sam) each  night to play catch and talk. Then a girl comes into Charlie's life and he must choose between keeping a promise he made to Sam or going after the girl he loves.

- inspirated me about the value of life